I’ve reached a phase where I can sit and stare at nothing for the longest time. And I don’t feel weird about it. My tears never stop. I don’t even try. I feel high and low at the same time. Some times my confidence overflows. It tells me everything will be alright. Then it is dark all over again. The atom of the confidence left deserts me. Then I crawl back to my dark dark hole. I stay invisible and untouched.